Your sense of self comes from other peoples opinions of you. You seek your validation and approval only from other people.
If you can’t learn to know yourself .
What do I have to learn?
You’ll just give me what other people think.
Yes I think your beautiful .
But the reason you keep asking if your beautiful is the reason you don’t feel real. Because your not. You are not real.
Forgo the outside.
Your insides are fucked